(33) has been the most difficult year of my life by far.. I've cried every day since last December. I average 4/5 hours of sleep a night.. Some losses will just stick with me forever..
This year has truly been the toughest for me. I've had my share of losses, and it feels like I've been crying every day since last December. With just 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night, it's hard to shake off the heaviness. Even through the pain, my thoughts sometimes wander to desires, like the thrill of being with another gay male who turns me on—especially those with a big cock. It's wild how life’s struggles can lead to thoughts of passion and connection.