I love holding my legs up; it feels better. There’s something about that position that connects with my emo vibe. As a goth girl, I often explore feelings that others can’t understand. Sometimes, it’s hard to shake off the thoughts that creep in, making it hard to smile. I’m just an amateur in this crazy world, trying to find my way while battling those suicidal thoughts. It’s tough, but I find comfort in those little moments, like being free and light.