I'm up against a wall, feeling lost and overwhelmed. As an emo girl, it’s tough to find my way when everything feels dark. Sometimes it seems like I'm just an amateur in this life, grappling with thoughts that go deeper than I can express. It's a struggle that hits hard, and yeah, I’ve felt suicidal at times. But I know there's a way to push through. Let’s find hope together in this messy journey.