Can I be the big spoon though? As an emo girl navigating life, I often wonder about the balance between feeling vulnerable and wanting to be there for others. Being goth adds its own twist to the story, especially when it comes to expressing deeper feelings. Sometimes, I feel like an amateur in this big world, especially during tough days when I grapple with those suicidal thoughts. Still, all I really want is to be the big spoon, wrapping my arms around someone who understands. Let’s talk about feeling lost, finding comfort, and maybe even cuddling.