Just wishing hands that weren't my own would hold them. I've felt the weight of being an emo girl, lost in a goth world where everything feels heavy. As an amateur navigating through these dark thoughts, I often find myself in a place that feels close to the edge. It's a struggle that many of us face, and sometimes I just want to feel understood, to connect with others who get the pain. If you're feeling this way too, you're not alone in this fight.