Lately, my libido has been off the charts, but it's a wild mix of emotions. As an emo girl, I often dance between highs and lows, and right now, it's like a rollercoaster ride. The goth aesthetic draws me in, but my suicidal thoughts linger in the background. It’s confusing to feel so alive yet so lost. I'm just an amateur navigating these intense feelings, and I know I'm not alone in this struggle.