After a date, this is how I look: a mix of emo and goth vibes, a little rough around the edges. Those late-night talks and laughter leave me feeling high, but there's an amateur side that’s always lurking. Sometimes, I can’t shake that stubborn feeling of sadness, making me wonder if these moments are worth it. If you're into the raw emotions of dating, follow my journey as an emo girl navigating love and life—suicidal thoughts included.