My bf is an ass guy but i really like having my tits sucked, should i cheat? - Goth

My bf is totally an ass guy, but I crave having my tits sucked. It’s confusing being a goth girl with these emo vibes, feeling stuck between my desires and loyalty. Cheating seems wrong, but I can’t help but wonder if it’s time to explore my adventurous side. Is it just me, or do other amateur goth girls feel this way too? Am I being too suicidal about my options? Let’s talk!